Well, I am making it my personal mission today to get as much of my website back online that I can, and it will be in a new format. I will try as much as possible to have a personal frontpage and to put my game show page in a subfolder. Just to let people know I’m more than game shows so to speak. I will be opening up a new Dark Shadows page, and I hope it goes well.

In other news, I went out last night and had a great time, unwinded a little bit, had a drink to try to clear my kidney stones a bit. Life is pretty good right now, I can’t complain. Anyhoo, going out again tonight with my friend Jon.

I have to try to post more often. I’ll try to when I feel like it. Procrastination is the devil!

Now, before you read this, this is quite a comparison to the last one of these weird things I did…

What Is Your Battle Cry?

Striding across the mountains, carrying buzzsaw hand extensions, cometh Nicholasm23! And he gives a spectacular scream: “I’m going to fuck you until you’re bright blue, then make toast!!!”

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Hell yeah again! That’s all I have to say!

Off to work I go with my head held high…

What Are You Most Likely to Utter During Sex by UMAJohnnie
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Most Likely to Say	“Ima fuck you in HALF.”
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Hell yeah! That’s all I have to say…

Well, I’m finally back online here at home, through the courtesy of a Comcast modem. I was previously warned by my friend Dan that the speed of Comcast sucked, but I think it’s decent and compares to being on Charter before.

Now, to an update… my latest relationship turned out the be the worst yet. Turns out Mr. Z tried to use me just like my first ex, he even went so far as to try to steal my car, but let’s say he wasn’t entirely successful. I will put it on the record now that I am through with relationships for a while. A long while maybe.

My job is going far above expectations. The Home Depot card startup was hell on August 3rd, and the last two weeks have been hell (in which I worked almost 125 hours, plenty of OT [ch-ching!]), but it’s going great. I’ve been recommended for a special project by my supervisor and I get trained for new accounts next week, so I get to enjoy a full weeklong break from the phones.

Not much more to say except that it’s great to be back, see you guys online!

Tonight, an event that will not parallel anything you have ever encountered…

Tonight, something truly amazing will happen…

Tonight, you might meet Bob Barker’s potential replacement (chortle!)…

Tonight, at 8:30 PM, watch your screens…

Stay tuned…

Sunday was a day I will never forget. I was sitting out on my front porch at my apartment when I looked over and saw this guy. He was very cute, but I thought, “Nah, he’s straight”. He was working on one of the neighbor’s cars trying to install an antenna, and he’s just cute as a button. I was definately convinced I was way out of his league. A few minutes later, he looked in my direction and waved and said “Howdy neighbor!”. I walked over to him and we introduced each other. We shall refer to him as Mr. Z, how cute :-). He told me about himself, then I found out that he was interested in me. Soon after that, I found out that I no longer needed to pursue the irritating Mr. X.

Speaking of Mr. X, he turned out to be very annoying. Being the nice guy that I am, he hung around a couple of days, but started trying to interfere between me and Mr. Z. Bascially it ended up that we had to tell him to drop dead and get lost. I hated this, but it was necessary.

Back to Mr. Z, he’s the sweetest person in the world. He’s getting my car ready to take a trip to Knoxville tomorrow with us and another couple and it’s going to be a great time. I am very much taking a liking of Mr. Z, he’s the greatest guy in the world.

Job’s going great too, I got some great props from the supervisors last week, and I’m starting into more training the next two weeks. I’m even gonna try to get Mr. Z a job here at the call center, wish him luck folks!

See you all later, mwah!

Nick

Well, it’s another boring day around the old homestead known as the call center. Can you believe that I’ve been working the past month without a supervisor? Believe it, it’s true. It couldn’t be better, no pressure. But the pressure will begin when Client H arrives next month (I cannot release the true name of Client H for security purposes), and I’ll start getting monitored out the eyeballs for quality. I have a good feeling about it however, I’ve kept my head above water for the most part the last month and a half on the phone, there’s no reason why I can’t continue to do so.

As for my love life, not much to report at this time. Some guy hit on me Sunday night, but he’s a little bit too old for me. Oh well, that’s the way the cookie crumbles I guess. Maybe I’ll find someone soon, or maybe Mr. X will rekindle what we might still have, I’d rather have the latter.

Just as surely as I thought that someone interesting had popped along, I was slapped in the face yet again. Mr. X is fearful of being found out by his family at this time. He has indicated that it may restart sometime soon, but I really don’t have any hope. In the interim, I will not sit around and wait. Thus, my search has resumed for my true Mr. X.

Anyhoo, I went to a new place last Saturday to just get away from town, and it turned out to be quite an experience. I sticked mostly to myself most of the night, but at the end of the night I had a slow dance with just some random person who walked up to me and asked me to dance. It was interesting nonetheless.

Not much going different on the workfront lately, same bitchy customers who have nothing to do but whine, but as always that comes with the territory.

Just to clarify for those of you who may not tell, but I am posting from work until I can get internet access at home, which I hope will be real soon. I may pop on here and there from a friend’s house or my mom’s. See you guys around!

I shouldn’t have got so down the other night, as things have turned for the better again. I met a great guy last night at Newbies, the local club, his name will be known as Mr. X for now, he’s not out yet, and I promised not to tell anyone yet until he gives the OK. But he’s 19, about 6′ tall, 205, and very very cute. We talked for a while, then decided to go up on the dance floor, and all of a sudden we looked into each other’s eyes, and BAM!, I felt like I was floating on thin air. The feeling was indescribable. I’m going to meet up with him tonight to hang out, and I have a feeling this is the beginning of something very, very special.

I also will not be deleting my diatribe from the other night. It will remain here as a reminder to myself of how bad I was really feeling the other day. I wasn’t asking for sympathy, I just had to express myself some way, and that was the only option available to me at the time.

Love and blessings,
Nick 🙂

As I write this entry, I currently feel probably the worst I have ever felt in my entire life. I feel rejected, abused, tortured, unwanted. I’m unsure if you’ve ever felt such emptiness regarding having a “significant other” in your life. But I can’t find one, it’s just hurting me so bad. 99.99% of the time I talk to a guy, they tell me I’m cute, and I’m nice, but they say “you’re not my type”. I have been told this so much that it’s starting to affect my outlook of myself. I have been seriously depressed for the last two weeks, I am slowly becoming convinced that nobody thinks that I’m desirable. I know my self-esteem is at an all time low, and it’s hard for me to find the inspiration to pull me out of this. This entry is sounding more like a desparate plea than an update on my life, I have even considered getting psychological help. I’m ugly, that’s all there is to it.